This is not a new story. It's been posted before in the summer of 2002, but it's never been put up with the rest of 'The History of Us' series. Mostly it's a background story to Chapter 6 in book I.
For those who are not familiar with that series: In this part of the story Merry and Pippin already clearly 'belong' together, but the difference in age is starting to be a problem as Merry is already a young 'man', with urges for which Pippin is still too young. Pippin is completely unreserved in his affection for Merry, and Merry sometimes just doesn't know where to turn with the feelings that come naturally, but he can't give in to. This is where Brandy comes in...
This fic is not sweet or cute. It's about want and lust. About the dangers of repressing some feelings and giving in to others. About how it's sometimes difficult to know what's right. About regret and even self loathing. And about innocence and innocence lost.
It's not an easy fic, but it moved me deeply and set me rambling in the comments and also here if I don't tell myself to shut up now: Let Daisy tell her story.
For those who are not familiar with that series: In this part of the story Merry and Pippin already clearly 'belong' together, but the difference in age is starting to be a problem as Merry is already a young 'man', with urges for which Pippin is still too young. Pippin is completely unreserved in his affection for Merry, and Merry sometimes just doesn't know where to turn with the feelings that come naturally, but he can't give in to. This is where Brandy comes in...
This fic is not sweet or cute. It's about want and lust. About the dangers of repressing some feelings and giving in to others. About how it's sometimes difficult to know what's right. About regret and even self loathing. And about innocence and innocence lost.
It's not an easy fic, but it moved me deeply and set me rambling in the comments and also here if I don't tell myself to shut up now: Let Daisy tell her story.