I never felt so far from them as when I was close, because realization hit hard. And because the more I know, see, hear the more I think: shit yeah, they're really real people who have to squint against the sun, who get tired, sweat, have to use the bathroom etc. etc. and it only makes me like them more.
It depressed me quite some afterward, but only for a moment, because I just don't have the talent to stay that way for long. I usually just have fun in my real life and the guys, especially Elijah, are a part of that, as an inspiration in a good way, and in many ways.
But god, I'd love to meet you again! I really need to be rich you know.
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Date: 2004-04-13 11:50 pm (UTC)It depressed me quite some afterward, but only for a moment, because I just don't have the talent to stay that way for long. I usually just have fun in my real life and the guys, especially Elijah, are a part of that, as an inspiration in a good way, and in many ways.
But god, I'd love to meet you again! I really need to be rich you know.