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[rodneyscat]

Don't get me wrong. I know that the chances of even just meeting Elijah in a 'can I have your autograph and I really think you're awesome in ::insert a future movie::' way, are very small. And even if I would meet him, I would leave exactly the same impression on him as I did the one time I did get to meet him: none at all (I'm not being cynical about this, just being realistic) and most of the time (let's say 99,9% of the time, ok?) I'm completely content with that. I love watching him in his movies, watching pictures, reading about him, about what little of his private life, of himself, that we get to see, about his work. He makes my heart go pitter patter Every Single Time. The way he looks, the way he sounds, serious, giddy, amused, subdued, openhearted or reserved.

But every now and then it hits me: I'll never have him.

It's completely outrageous to even think something like that. Of course I'll never have him!

But damn, every so often, for a moment. Ouch.

It doesn't even hurt in a funny, haha, silly me, way.

Just remember that I really completely realize there's no way, not ever... I'm not stupid you know. And usually it's not an issue. Just twice a year. For a short while.

Nope, I'll never have him

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[http://users.livejournal.com/_riz/]

Y'know what that makes me think of? (I definitely do sympathize, by the way.) But... the girl that is going to end up Mrs. Wood or Mrs. Monaghan is probably going to be someone who hasn't even seen LOTR. Or at least hasn't loved it as much as all of us. Which is understandable, I suppose, but it's still... rargh. I mean, who's going to appreciate them more? ;) But from their perspective, there's a definite appeal there. I mean, if I were them, dating someone even remotely fangirlish, I'd constantly worry it wasn't ME they were really with, just the idea, trying to be a part of the whole phenomenon... Er. </rant>

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P.S. Yay, Dropkick Murphys!

[rodneyscat.livejournal.com]

Absolutely!