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[rodneyscat]

Don't get me wrong. I know that the chances of even just meeting Elijah in a 'can I have your autograph and I really think you're awesome in ::insert a future movie::' way, are very small. And even if I would meet him, I would leave exactly the same impression on him as I did the one time I did get to meet him: none at all (I'm not being cynical about this, just being realistic) and most of the time (let's say 99,9% of the time, ok?) I'm completely content with that. I love watching him in his movies, watching pictures, reading about him, about what little of his private life, of himself, that we get to see, about his work. He makes my heart go pitter patter Every Single Time. The way he looks, the way he sounds, serious, giddy, amused, subdued, openhearted or reserved.

But every now and then it hits me: I'll never have him.

It's completely outrageous to even think something like that. Of course I'll never have him!

But damn, every so often, for a moment. Ouch.

It doesn't even hurt in a funny, haha, silly me, way.

Just remember that I really completely realize there's no way, not ever... I'm not stupid you know. And usually it's not an issue. Just twice a year. For a short while.

Nope, I'll never have him

Comments

[singeaddams.livejournal.com]

God, no, please, not the mac and cheese...

[rodneyscat.livejournal.com]

Referring to a certain fic...?

[singeaddams.livejournal.com]

Yup. Sorry I brought it up! *Shudder!*

[rodneyscat.livejournal.com]

*giggles* It's a classic :D

It somehow pushed a lot of people's squick-button and I'd heard so much about it that when I finally got to read it I thought 'Oh, is that all?!'

prreciousss can be proud; her fic will be remembered!

[loreley-se.livejournal.com]

*giggles* oh now I know what you mean...nono, I wasn´t thinking of THAT :-) just that I don´t think macncheese is a culinary highlight (with out without the "topping")...I have a thing for men that can cook. Well that´s one of the things I love about Dom, that (at least alledgedly, and I will never know for real) he is a good cook!

[singeaddams.livejournal.com]

I was just teasing! And Dom can cook? Heavens.

He will be mine. Oh, yes. He will be mine.

[loreley-se.livejournal.com]

When he´s yours, make him teach Elijah how to cook :-)