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[rodneyscat]

Don't get me wrong. I know that the chances of even just meeting Elijah in a 'can I have your autograph and I really think you're awesome in ::insert a future movie::' way, are very small. And even if I would meet him, I would leave exactly the same impression on him as I did the one time I did get to meet him: none at all (I'm not being cynical about this, just being realistic) and most of the time (let's say 99,9% of the time, ok?) I'm completely content with that. I love watching him in his movies, watching pictures, reading about him, about what little of his private life, of himself, that we get to see, about his work. He makes my heart go pitter patter Every Single Time. The way he looks, the way he sounds, serious, giddy, amused, subdued, openhearted or reserved.

But every now and then it hits me: I'll never have him.

It's completely outrageous to even think something like that. Of course I'll never have him!

But damn, every so often, for a moment. Ouch.

It doesn't even hurt in a funny, haha, silly me, way.

Just remember that I really completely realize there's no way, not ever... I'm not stupid you know. And usually it's not an issue. Just twice a year. For a short while.

Nope, I'll never have him

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Re: Raises her hand...

[loreley-se.livejournal.com]

Yeah it was Samena alternating, together with me :-)

Anyway, my real point is, I think we should stop feeling so damned guilty about this. We´re wonderful women and we have great hearts and minds, and that´s why we can love and be passionate about many things, one of them being this wee guy playing Frodo. It doesn´t take anything away from anyone else, and it doesn´t mean we´re unhappy with what we have. It´s just this wonderful person, it´s something that inspires us and makes us dream, and yes sometimes it hurts a bit too (I for one know I´m gonna be really really upset if/when there is a girlfriend...I know how upset I was about Franka!) but hey, it shows we´re alive.

/end of extremely wise and senseless ramble

Re: Raises her hand...

[trianne.livejournal.com]

You are a Wise Woman, Loreley *hugs*

Re: Raises her hand...

[loreley-se.livejournal.com]

Um...I´m trying :-)